If I make this incomprehensible,
then I may never move past this.
Did the boardroom beat me?
Who really knows?

If I tell you that I did not contribute to this, then I would be lying.
If my reality and their reality is different, then what am I missing?
If I am meant to see the God and the good, then, what is this?

Second laptop.
Second exit.
Second trauma.
Third trauma.
Fourth trauma.
Am I traumatised?
Reflect, repeat, endorse.

Am I traumatised?
Am I shocked?
Disbelief is real.
Injury not seen.
Can I justify?
No… THANK YOU!

People respond.
Those that remain, remain.
What am I missing?
Cliché.
Better for me.
Their loss, not mine.
Who lost?
Who got lucky?
Was it worth it?
How to decide?

Two faced.
Fact or fiction.
Decision made.

Disingenuous!